i honestly never leave txts posts anymore but i felt the need to vent. today was suppose to be one of those special days for my favorite seniors who are graduating and it def was for them.. but for me it was a different story. i felt happy for them, but apart of me was upset that most of them were going to be gone from the castleton area for a long time and i’d never see them again. :(

to be honest i also got a tad upset when they announced by ex’s name for his diploma.. we literally broke up 2 weeks before graduation because of time complications and never really getting a chance to see each other the last few weeks of school and this summer cause of work schedules. which def sucks but i kinda understood and we ended things on a good note which was a plus. but in the end it hit me today that we aren’t together right now and the graduation dinner reservations he made for me and his family back in the beginning of the relationship.. is going to be down a person tonight. :( which def sucks alot.

(oh and to castleton people that follow me on this don’t tell anybody bout this txt post. don’t want it getting out to my ex somehow. thanks!)